Testimonials for the Because Series

The Because series (Parts I and II so far) has done for me what no other hypnotic experience, via mp3 file or in-person, has before. I've had an interest in hypnosis for decades, but this interest has always carried with it a bit of disappointment and frustration since I didn't seem to be able to allow myself to go very deep into trance. I'm sure there's something to be said for the cumulative effect of all my efforts and all the mp3s I've tried. The first Because took me somewhat deeper than ever before and gave me hope. Because II - Surrender, which builds SO well upon the foundation laid by that first session, has now allowed me to break through and now I can say I've really experienced deep trance. It's fantastic! It is MORE than worth all my efforts and patience.

I can't say that everyone will have the same success with it that I have. But if anyone tells me they have trouble going deep into trance and asks me for a recommendation, I know what to tell them.

I have been pretty deep with other sessions, but nothing compares to this. For me this session seems to be the ultimate breakthrough as a subject. I think it pretty much erases all resistance to Hypnosis I may still have. And I have never felt my whole mind, my whole being controlled like during this session. And the surrender....Wow! Surrendering feels better as anything else. It exceeds "simple" arousal. I know surrendering connects me with something within me. With an endless source of joy and happiness. It makes me almost burst with positive energy. It's almost unreal. But judging from the comments of others who have listened to this session they seem to have made similar experiences with it. For me this session the most blissful and intense hypnotic experience I have made thus far. If you liked Because-Obey, if you like to go deep, if you like to feel controlled, if you want to lose the last bits of resistance to hypnosis you may have I think you will most likely love this session. I certainly do.

What an experience. This has been the first continued fdhypno mp3 I've heard. And I don't think anything can beat this when it comes to audio sequels. Even before her induction, Nikki makes you feel as if she already there with you, ready to bring you where she wants you to be. Like everyone else has been saying, this second dose of Because-Obey is more than you'll ever know until you experience it yourself.

I concede that I've always thought the stuff Nikki Fatale does is among the best work done, and I have to reign myself back knowing that what works for one person may not work for another. That said, I think this is head and shoulders some of the best work I've listened to. I tend to fantasize about being submissive far more than I actually am submissive - I'm actually pretty mulish. This recording feels like it *could* make a man that wasn't submissive into a submissive.

I have gone so much further in so many ways since listening to this session. The last few times I've listened (once a day over the past few days) it's been different in trance... previous to this whenever I have gone really deep I've found myself thinking along the lines of "oh man I'm really deep under... hope I can stay this deep." Which inevitably almost instantly brought me way back up again ;( The last few times I've listened, however, I've just crashed way down almost straight away and stayed there without even really thinking about it. Nikki was so much in control of me, physically, emotionally and erotically, I kind of felt (and do feel) like a feel-good puppet on strings and she was the puppet Mistress, doing whatever she wanted to do. There are no words to describe how much I love that feeling... knowing that I am really not in control and I MUST OBEY. Knowing that doing so brings her pleasure and that is a huge reward in and of itself.

It's odd... the idea of obeying kind of seems a little bit like something I don't want to do at times, but at the same time I find obeying and knowing that I MUST obey so incredibly erotic and arousing. It's almost like there's a bit of a conflict inside me. I really do want to obey and then my ego kicks in a little and I wonder why I should obey... but then the whole thing is moot anyway because it's so natural to do so... and besides which, it brings her pleasure when I obey, and bringing her pleasure is so VERY precious to me... and doing so brings me pleasure...

I've just listened to Just Because (experienced would be a better word) and I came away happy... a grin as wide as my face. I can't explain it. It was a unique experience. I wish it was longer, at least double...

Was curious if anyone else has noticed that after listening to Just Because they have become more attuned to hypnosis techniques being used on TV and other activities. We both first noticed this when watching tv after a joint JB session. Especially during the commercials the wording, flashes, spinning shapes, etc.. I know it sounds naive not to expect this, but this script in particular really tuned us into what was actually being used on us by the media. Also, this has opened up my mind to what has been happening during my guided meditation and yoga sessions. The controlled breathing, routines, chanting, etc.

Maybe it's just my new interest in the workings of hypnosis but I thought this was interesting to start to notice how much hypnosis is subtly being used in our everyday lives. The best example was in reflecting how deep we get into a movie at the theatre, how we forget we are in the seat and are experiencing what the characters are.

Very cool.

I have posted before about how I was having a difficult time letting myself relax into the Because recording. Several of you gave me great advice and I took it to heart and it was gradually getting better and better. Then last night I listened again and WHAMMO! it hit me like a ton of bricks. More like 10 tons of very wonderful bricks! I went under like never before and now I know what Brad, Tom, Todd, Robert and all you others who were 'gushing' ;) are were talking about. Sign me up for the Gushers club, please!

What a blissful experience! I've been walking around with a big goofy grin on my face all day long. I'm not going to over-analyze like I usually do and I'm just going to look forward to my next listen.

After listening once to Because II - Surrender, I already know it is my new favorite session. I can't tell you much about the actual content because I don't remember much.

I've never experienced nearly as much 'amnesia' with a session before. Also, this session has the most effective hypnosis that I've ever experienced. I don't think I've ever been that deeply in trance before. Though I don't have much memory of what was said, I do remember some of the thoughts I had while in trance. One thought was that the induction is kind of subtle and even tricky. In fact, it seemed like I went under without there even being what I would normally think of as an induction. I think I remember a *snap* of the fingers, but I was already pretty deep when that happened. I also remember thinking that this is a VERY well thought out session, and that it fits in very well with Because Part I - Obey, and with what Nikki has said about the overall Because series. I'm certain that anyone who likes Because Part I will love Part II. It is a must to listen and let go for Because I before trying the new one. The depth of my trance for this new one was definitely enhanced by my many listens to Because I. I remember thinking that "they got it right!" and "this is so clever!" with Because II, and that the
next installment will be astounding because of what they (Nikki, RC, NB and anyone else who worked on this excellent creation) have built up with the first two.

During the session I had a lot of wonderful body sensations, and overall felt really great. It was EXTREMELY arousing. I also got to experience the blankest of blank minds. (Thumbs up, RC!) That had been a problem in prior sessions, I kind of struggled with not knowing how to relate to the idea of a blank mind. Thoughts would come in, and I would get bugged about that. But with the new session, it was just easy. Easy. That's a word that characterizes this session. The session overall had a way of making it so easy to let go, go deep, focus on Nikki's words, and accept them deeply as truth.

I even have the impression that Nikki somehow managed to deal effectively with the whole obsession thing. Not sure how. It's like she somehow sets up a way for me to separate the time spent in 'Nikki's Playground' from everyday life. Or maybe I'm just getting better at that myself.

When the session ended I felt both happy and excited. It's a contented kind of happy, like a feeling of satisfaction. Part of that is because it felt like I had several breakthroughs as a hypnotic subject. And I believe the excitement is from a sense I have that the second session is setting me up for an even better, more amazing experience yet to come.

Congratulations to Nikki and the Hypnofantasy gang for producing an AMAZING series. I had high expectations, and you exceeded them.

Highly recommended! But again, get the first Because session, listen to it, relax and enjoy it. Repeat several times until you feel you really connected with it. Then get this excellent new session, Because II - Surrender. Surrendering is good. Just as revealing might be....

I got a link, and listened to it just now. Top of the stairs, and then... going somewhere, but not remembering getting there, then waking up. Gosh, I don't know if I can spoil it if I can't remember any more than that.

After listening to Because 2 - Surrender, it is definitely my favourite session. Again. It seems that every new session I listen to becomes my favorite. And every new session is JUST what I need. I think Nikki must have absorbed Shiri's gift of being in my mind somehow

My entire vocabulary for about 10 minutes after listening to this session consisted of "ohhhhhh." And deep breaths. And laughter. I emailed Nikki and told her that I had never been so turned on. This session, I think, follows the first one where there is no direct sexual content involved in it but O M G was I left aroused afterwards. There was talk earlier somewhere about reaching orgasm without any physical stimulation, and I was very, VERY close to that after listening to this.

There's nothing quite like the first time listening to a session and not knowing what is going to be said or what will happen. Welcome to a session that, apart from the intro, will give you that feeling every time you listen because will remember virtually nothing afterwards. My recollection of the session consists of the intro, standing at the top of the stairs, a vague, hazy image of... well... I won't spoil it, though I'm not even sure if it was real... and waking up after it.

The intro... I remember listening and... needing... the session. I remember thinking that everything Nikki was saying She was going to do to me was everything I had been longing for. Had I actually been longing for it? I think so, but who knows? I certainly am now

Never have I REALLY experienced a blank mind before, not totally like this session does... there is just nothingness. Sweet, wonderful nothingness.

I love Nb's post:

"I’m thinking "pretty damn deep" doesn't really do justice...."REALLY VERY deep" would be close.....but "wwwwwaaaaaaaayyyyyy fucking ass kicking, brain draining, thought dissolving deep" is probably the most accurate."

Yes, yes and yes. So very deep. Crazy deep. Wonderfully, toe curlinging erotically deep.

Damn, I'm rambling on but it's hard to describe such an amazingly powerful session when I really can't remember the bulk of it. I don't want to remember the bulk of it. I just want to Surrender... I just want to Obey..

Wow!

This isn't hypnosis, this is pure shamanic conversation of the mind from a creative wizard of alchemy. I'm very familiar with altered states and this is -- by far ---the most transformative. But, I don't remember much! Two down. Love and trust.

It is a feeling of being accepted, of being loved, of being wanted and valued by her want to express my amazement at Because II. Best money I ever spent online.

First, some general comments...In line with what everyone else has, even with just one listen Because II elicits a profound amnesia. At the moment for me, it's not a total amnesia. However, this in fact makes it even more fun. The first reason why it's more fun is that my present strange partial amnesia in and of itself is a joy to experience. By partial amnesia, I mean the following. If I think hard for a little while, I can indeed recall the trigger words Nikki uses. But there's two amazing complications. Complication #1 is my mind palpably goes completely blank for a little while as I try to remember. Complication #2 is that my success in remembering is short-lived. If I try to remember the trigger words, say, a half-hour later, I need to go through the same process of explicitly fighting my mind going blank.

When Nikki's voice finally awakened me, not only did I find that I had cum during the session without knowing it, but also I felt the most overwhelming desire to masturbate I have ever had. As I succumbed to this desire, I found myself chanting the word "Please" *out loud* over and over again.